Here's the deal- I am a pretty patient person most of the time. I've been working with people who have severe and persistent mental illness for the past several years, and they test my patience every day. I have my own serious health issues that have tested my patience for the last 6 years now. Lately though, I am dealing with something that I can't be patient about. It's shooting my anxiety sky-high and I feel like the end is sooooo far out of sight.
I'm practicing mindfulness and meditation. I'm trying to live in the moment. I'm working on acceptance and tolerance. I'm trying to trust God's timing. Mostly I'm trying to accept God's will...but I'm failing miserably. I want what I want and I want it RIGHT NOW gosh darn!
In other news, its Friday. And no, the weekend isn't what I'm waiting for. I'll take it anyway though.
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